One of those Days

There are some days when living in the moment is not happy.

There are some days when the world seems determined that you will not succeed.

There are some days when a dream you have had for years, planned for nearly as long and have worked for several months seem so close you can taste it, and then get destroyed with a simple phone call.

There are some days when people tell you “That is not how it works.” And you know through endless calculations that the only thing preventing it from working is people telling you it won’t.

There are some days that you wish you had not gotten out of bed.

There are some days when you want to climb in a hole and die.

There are some days when you think that you will never get anywhere better than where you are now.

There are some days when you just want to watch the world burn.

There are some days when all you want to do is escape society, and the people saying ‘No’.

Some of these days you manage to find a faint glimmer of hope, no matter how remote, that your dreams may not die.

Some of these hard days you wonder if clinging to the hope is worth the possibility of another, worse day.

Some of these days you just have to get up and try again, because the hope is temporary, and if you choose to take it the time is now.

 

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